The boy behind the door

This boy behind the door,
I met when I did my parttime job as posts deliverer.
He lives not too far from the flat where I live in.

It started when I tried to put the posts, which seems directed to his father, into the post box installed on his house door.

The door is ornamented by a glass in the middle. So its not totally wood. And its transparent in the middle. But at that time, the glass was covered by the curtain.

When I tried to put the posts in, I experienced the difficulties. It's like they did not want to be put in. While I pushed them hard, suddenly.. Blash ! The curtain was parted and of course I got shocked.

I bent my head up with stupid shocked face like I just saw a ghost, and... I found those magical things!

A pair of big brown eyes and wide smile from a pair of red lips. AWWW! I got stoned. I was amazed for a second, but then I was also smile. A shy smile. I was ashamed because I faced his face initially with my stupid face. But it's also a shy smile because those eyes and smile were too amazing !!! I dunno maybe my face turned into red at that time.

What I felt at that time was all my previous fucked up situation became clear. My day suddenly turns into a beautiful day drastically. Extremely. I can't stop smiling right after I turn my body away from his house, continued deliverying other posts.

When I almost finished. I met him again. He rode his scooter. With that black helmet, glanced at me flashy and SMILE!! That SMILE ! God. I was melted.

After that incident.
I really eager waited for the day I delivery the post, Thursday and Friday.
That day came again then. A week after that.
I sorted the posts I have to deliver.
I hoped that I could find that last name, his father name again. I still remembered clearly.. and of course, his house number !!!!

That Thursday..
I ensured my face at least, proper to be said as sweet enough.. hahaha..
And I prepared myself.. my feeling.. my beated heart.. to delivery the posts into his house..
And yeaaahhh !!!

I arrived into his house.
Nobody there. The door was covered again :(
As usual, I pushed the post into the box and I did not know why. The posts for his father always seems were difficult to be pushed into the postbox.
But until I have done my job, what I waited for still did not appear..
BUt Then..
When I prepared myself to turn into my bike..

Voila... that smile and big eyes appeared again.. He smiled and stared at me. And I was bewitched. I bet my face was red at that time. I left his home with several times looked back at him. Of course with my stupid shy smile.. I bet he knew that I already admired him ! He knew, yeah he knew becuause he still stared at me until I rode my bike again.

Ahhhhh....
I still searched for him on facebook.
But I could not find !!
I wanna know him so badd...

It's to early to say I'm in love.
No. Not that easy.
It's just maybe something like admiration. Anyhow, that smile had been stayed on my mind until this moment. Left a sweet footprint....

I am sure.. I will know him, sooner or later..
BUt the problem is,
The faces of kids here are kind of fraud. They looked like at least 21 like me but then, I got that they're still 17 ! Bah.. I dont wanna have any crush on 17 y.o boy of course. But again, I like cute boys.. I meant with those innocent faces.. Not kind of metrosexual or sophisticated boys like what common women want...

Ah, let it be..